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Friday, March 16, 2007
Floor skillz yo....It's today.....16th march -17th march... Let's do this.... Hmmm....not really preapred....but definately going all out..... This year is going to be madness i swear.... ATA, BOUNCE, DUCKY!!!! Enuff Said man... Props to all the foreign crews for coming down repping where they from.... It's going to be tough man.... BUT I LIKE heh... kinda gotten used to how i should live now.... juz abit disappointed with some issues..... Will never allow myself going in to a crazy mode any more.... Anything or anybody causing stress shall not be in my circle no more... I have a positive plan coming up and I'm looking forward towards it... nothing and nobody ain't stopping me now....hehe.... JIA YOU!!!
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Sunday, March 04, 2007
So i was down.... I used my blog to vent my frustrations.... to relieve my stress.....is that wrong too?? Anyway i'm too tired to comment.... or wan to try resolve.... my head hurts.... SO much i can't eat.... save money la...fuck care.... I wan to give thanks to Mahmud for bringing that thing back in me.... that Fury in me... The desire to Be GOod... TO dance.... building up my confidence.... opening my eyes once again.... I juz wan to say....I'M BACK!!! Back and harder..... training so damm hard now.... Anyway dope song "Poppa Large" lyrics so deadly.... "I get busy on them.... communicate with the world.... Man, women baby boy and a girl!!!"
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Saturday, February 24, 2007
FUCK ING PIECE OF SHIT!!!! 23 of FEB. FUcking Noob day... Why iszt it has to happen on me.... Why iszt i have to go thru shit all the time. I never pray for anything extrodinary man....i juz wan to be able to breathe normally, be healthy, have a normal family, have sufficient income to live by. Is that too much?? breaking = shit relationship = shit Health = shit Everything = shit Everything has been a down fall ever since she left me.... 1. ARMY Fucking army only know how to put pressure on men....ask them do this do that....when u achieve it.....they say oh good we should set higher standard.... I MAY BE THE BEST PHYSICAL TRAINEE AROUND BUT I STILL FUCKING HUMAN.... THE REASON I CAN'T BREATH NORMALLY IS BECUZ OF U FUCKING CUNT RETARDS MAKING ME RUN NON STOP.....CRAWL NON STOP.....USING THE PHRASE "BEST PT LEH" NON STOP.....FUCK ALL OF U GREEN MUNSO FUCKERS....HOPE U ALL ROT IN HELL. 2. Dad's Finiancial crisis. Credit card's bill. if my dad is to use the credit card to buy expensive unreasonable stuff then he ought to deserve getting broke but no....it's to pay up for all the taxes and bills and monthly payment of the house....And SIA is too FUcked themselves too. they actually ask there people to take more no pay leave?? this is Fucking Bull! 3. Girlfriend who is sensitive?? I NEVER GOING TO SAY ANOTHER WORD. 4. MOM The last thing i would wan to know is my drunk mom on the car driving around for 5 hours not knowing where is home... hey mom i dun wan to say this but FUCK U MAN....WTF U THINKING!!!! Gone are the days where my mom was the most sensible one in the family.... Gone are the days where my mom will still cook.... Now my mom only put her friends before the Family....hogging on the phone all the time....house phone handphone.... totally selfish.... dun give a shit that the family is in crisis now.... and that dad might be out of Job soon she still wan to play....have fun and merry..... dun give a shit to house in need to save and still drive all her fucking dog friends all around.... dun give a shit whether the whole family is up waiting for her to be back knowing she might be in danger.... dun give a shit when asked where she was she still didn't say.... dun give a shit when my dad went out on his bike to find her.... wtf la u....really two ways man.... FUCKING DISAPPOINTED.... i dun tink i can bring myself to talk to u anymore man..... 5. Breaking Health problem making me cannot give in my best in breaking...i mean I've been doing this for like 7 years? and if this is wat i do then how come i can't be good at it?? POwermoves suck.....footwork bullshit.....top rocks jiasai.....Yeah I really must agree i no longer have the same stamina as before already....no longer have the same drive.....no longer wan to be the best.... too much things happening in my life....suddenly all these only made me remember of one person....Tay Peishan....If i have treat her properly....really really properly.....will today have happened?? was so down today....i dug out all my old stuffs and found all her letters and pictures.....couldn't help but teared.... i know this not relevent to wat's happening but i share it anway... Here's a part of the letter she wrote: (pei i hope u dun mind this) "tossing and turning i juz can't get to sleep.....tis is by far the most personal letter you receive is wat i feel deep down you should know.....life would have been mundane if not for u...people always say if u love someone u should love the person fully flaws included....but i guess i'm selfish and spoilti refuse to love parts of u i can't accept...i hate it when you shout i hate it when u get angry at me and refuse to tell me why you're upset...i hate it when we are broke and have nothing to do....it makes me wonder if i have to have so much hate then how can i still love.....but i do...i love you Victor Soh JiA Qing.....wif all my heart......from when i do not know....but all i know is i still love you how as i write this.....everytime you get upset wif me or angry it hurts so bad it's like being stabbed a million times only i can't die i'm bleeding it hurts so bad it wun go away....no one will understand and no one can help me....no one but u....juz a touch from you juz a sign that u still want me and still care for me is all i need.....with juz that touch i suddenly feel like i'm on cloud 9...i cry even harder not from pain but from relief.....relieft that u are still mine...but this can only last about a week or so b4 the stabbing pain comes back.....sometimes i juz wan to let go of you juz a byebye and leave... sad to say i can't do it.... it's juz difficualt and scary.......i really dunno....we are still so young our relationship is still at its infantry....we both have such different goals and aspiration in life we are driven by very different things....the only thing we share is the love for each other....one thing i learnt about our relationship is nothing is perfect....i will have to take one step at a time....live life a day at a time.....but right now i still wan to hold on to that hand of urs....coz you are the most imp thing in my life....i can't live without you...i need you i wan you....and i wan you now...." letter so sweet yet it did not serve as a reminder of how i should be treating her.... too bad everything is over..... Pls Lord....Juz show me the restart button to life.....
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Saturday, November 25, 2006
You know....i've never forgotten i got a blog.... the reason why is becuz i just to moody to talk about it.... i'm been trying so hard to be good at wat i'm doing....yes....bboying... but it just seems that it's all too hard for me.... I juz wan to improve....to have my basics....and in the later stage to own... so then i practise hard....but i dun reap wat i sow.... instead i got all injured....my both thumbs busted from all the footwork.... my thigh muscle tearing up from all the CC and russian steps.... my left bicep tearing from all the halos....... down hill for mi baby....i juz wan to be zai u know?? i wan to be called a bboy.... I wan to show it all....tat's it's in my blood too.... some people ain't tat lucky all the time... Kelvin talk abit to me actually and i found his points to be true.... some thing like this.... " aiyah, juz do wat u love doing... dun care about the rest, breaking is for yourself...it's ur own self expression...dun do it for the sake of doing it... " and i get wat u mean bro....thanks =) I do miss all the times when breaking was meant to be for myself and being happy.... It's a pity after breaking for 6 years to remember that now.... Fuck it....i juz get my ass to practising.... ENUFF SAID~
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Saturday, October 28, 2006
Ok so it's been very long since i last post... dun know wat i'm thinking i guess.... very tired always very sick very lazy.... Guess i will talk about the event this time round. Everything went rather smoothly....except for the music stopping here and there due to over heating.... I was so busy outside doing the administration stuff that when the cypher started i didn't have time to go help jon wif it...when i finally couldn't take it i peep into the studio....and wat i saw made my hair stood up....inside the small studio was a handful of seventy people or maybe abit more all coming together in a big cypher to do their thing.... Really a wonderful sight... It could have been better if only those free loaders know wat it's like to be fair to the others.... Free loaders who tried to sneak in claiming that it's suppose to be free.... and giving any other disgusting reason to lie their way in.... Let me get this straight...If u tink i'm juz trying to earn ur 8 bucks u better go get a grip....It's juz about being fair to the rest....and I'm not stupid....the only two reasons why i let u in is becuz one: I didn't wan to make a bad scene....two: becuz i PITIED U! Hey juz a word to u peeps...i'm the guy who organized this thing...Dun make it sound as if u know more then me.....it's juz pure disgusting....YES! U are Pure Disgusting....This event here is to help see the scene come up more....if every other singaporean bboys pay....why can't u....And u still have the cheek to sit in admist the rest of them....and u call urself a bboy...SHAME ON U!! And the other incident is people who came to visit did not know how to respect the culture and place....I didn't even know this is happening till people who turned up for the event one by one told me about it....I was so disappointed....they had to add in rude comments and think they know every other dance forms.... This dance is juz wat we do....is wat every other bboys live for.... maybe not for u....but every where else....people do have their interest....be it breaking, skateboarding, drawing, pet grooming to playing of some game cards...it's all juz interest....they come together to share....to learn, to live it up... U people have to open ur big mouth talking loudly till the whole world knows about it and spoil their morale.... i'm sure u people have interests too....do u like it if we start critisizing bout every other thing tat may be of concern to ur interest?? it juz show wat kind of calibre u humans are.... Yeah besides all that....everything else was dope.... battles were dope....event was dope... much love to all u peeps who came to support.... Juz one word to all the others who tried to spoil everything... " Disgusting" It's juz a small start....hopefully there will be more Jams to come... Until then i guess it's training time again....haiz.... Oh well....at least i can see the future of my halo.... Jia you!! Peace~
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Thursday, October 12, 2006
"BBOY NITE OUT" [JAM] 21st Oct 2006 Message: Hi To all My Bboys, Bgirls & friends Out there! I'm organising a Bboy jam on 21 Oct 2006... 7pm-10pm and it's open to u Bboys and Bgirls... and all those interested in coming down to take alook at how the BBoy(aka breakdance) scene is like in Singapore. Sporting crews from Floor technique Radical Force Fuyo Inertia and many more.. With random battles [1v1, 2v2, crew battle], Cyphers... You even get to shout out to the person u wana battle all in a nice studio environment.... so do come down and support the Singapore very own Bboying scene.... Administrative fee price at $8. For More queries You can Contact: EitherVictor[ftc] via hp: 90288348 or Jonathan[Fuyo] via hp: 91042796 For Those Who Interested In The Jam! Meeting Place Will be at====Orchard MRT Station Be There at====6:15pmThere Will Be People To lead You All to The Studio. =D Please No Late Comer! As Time is Precious & we would like to start theJam On Time! We Encourage You Bring Along Some Of Friends too. To have a look what is it like in a Bboy Jam! hope to Cya All There! Peace!
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Saturday, September 23, 2006
HAPPY BELATED 22TH BIRTHDAY!!!! WOOOO~~~ boring.
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