DAY 2 LUNAR NEW YEAR....

sucks....i'm going back camp in two hours time....when all my relatives are at my home....
how wonderful.....anyway had a small talk with that girl....and i guess i finally understand....
it will never be the same again....[y**Q*N]i should have listen to you tat nite.....i really regret man....but it's still not too late....i'm really going to make a difference now.....

really didn't wan things to turn out this way....but i guess it's for the better....well girl....i wish u all the best in watever u do ya....i'll still be here....be here for u.... =)

Things to focus on this coming month....
DEPLOYMENT.....
BREAKING.....
GYM.....
FITNESS....
AND GOD....

juz hope all these will keep me occupied so i won't think so much....

hopefully i save well too...to get my first wish....a digital camera...for floorskillz and also to take alot of pictures to update my blog and other stuffs....hmmmm....jia you to me =D
i dun know wat's tat i'm feeling thou.....the feeling of wanting to cry but can't.....the sharp pains of the heart whenever i tink of her.....BUT i must refocus....i must be strong....i must do it....

beginning to think all these is a joke....but wat the heck....rock the dico tech.....heh....
people out there who have problem in love.....my advice.....stay out till u are really sure she/he is the one...or unless u are the one who wan to play bastard....then i wish u good luck....=) well i tink i stop here.....dun know when i will come back home to blog again....my guess is earliest in two days time....latest by saturday.....

p.s. if there always another chances....wat will u do??

period

hey yo.....wassup peeps....

juz wana wish u all a HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR....
it's tat time of the year again where everyone going to collect "ANG PAO"(red packet)
hopefully my collection tis year will be fruitful =P

anyway juz wan to update wat happen yesterday....
in the morning went for Soc training in the camp.....
shag....YES!! but i wun deny it's good training.....i can see my abs coming back.....
hahaha.....i'm vain!! can?? =)

in the afternoon was waiting for the girl to meet mi.....sigh....waited and waited....
in the end she has to go for reunion dinner.....so it's another same day.....nothing happen.....=X
i went to my grand ma place for my own reunion dinner.....ate some good food....but was cautious not to eat so much becuz i didn't want to waste the effort i spend on SOC last morning....lol...After which i watch GODZILLA for awhile.....everything was getting boring and started to miss her again....so i decided to go break in the end......
wrong choice....no one was there.....hazrul, sabri, jr, sayliang and mi.....stuck there with no music....we train abit none the less....
after which i went to meet up with a long time friend of mine.....ex gf actually....but it was like super long ago la....hmmm.....i juz thought i needed some one to wake mi up.....from all the problems i have....=(
We went to cheers first....was deciding over liquor or juz some normal drinks....decided not to get drunk tat nite.....hmmm....starting talking abit....then i told her about my situation and ask for some advice....hmmmm thanks girl.....i know wat to do le.....(jia you to mi!! wooo~~)
Well hopefully i can keep to wat i promise myself....
Must be the Old Victor again.....JEAH!!!
basically we talked till like three thirty....played some games, swung some swings hahah....blah blah blah....then i headed home by cab.....
so long never see her.....she still look so the same....juz with longer hair....
Well i guess people dun change so much in the end after all....hahaha
Was glad i met her.....it's been a long time.... =)

Well guys....tat's all for now ya....i need to go out visiting le....hopefully my breaking will be able to maintain.....really must do FTC and myself proud for floorskillz 4 this year man.....damm nervous.....
Jia You to FTC!!! JEAH!!!

peace

I believe i juz stop blogging juz moments ago....already i juz feel like blogging more...

Why did i wan to start this online thingy is simply becuz i juz have too much to say but ain't no one to hear mi....

Time: 4.54am

i juz got a msg back....from the girl whom i take interest in....wishing mi Gd Luck...
for a training i'm going to have in an few hours time....YES!! no doubt it's Army training....
freaking failed my SOC juz becuz i didn't dare to jump of a high ram with cone wire below.....but fuck it....it was my first time arite....my freaking first run down....u can't really expect mi to pass it so smoothly....it's called Standard Obstacle Course for a reason.....so i have to go back camp later for remedial training.....how exciting....=X

Anyway....tat's besides the point...
this thing has been getting abit on my nerve and i juz thought i must say out....
MI AND HER....AIN'T THE SAME NO MORE.... Army made mi into a person who juz dun understand a girl's heart any more.... girls are such weird creatures....
Plain dumb i suppose....i dun know....I juz suck at love....

period.

woo~~ first time on doing this....how would i start...??

hmmmm......

Name: Victor Soh

tink i stop there.....anymore introducing i might as well go to the online dating website.....

about mi....

very much into dance....breakdance to be precise...

hiphop lover....
GOD lover....
but ain't no one's lover.... (sigh)

cheerful at times....sad most of the times....
always thinking bout stuffs that want to make mi a better person....
like to spend alot of money....splurging them on clothes....(since i juz broke up)
just thought i make my self look more confident =P

trying to become a more positive person right now....
praying to God always keeps mi going as to wat i wan....
dancing wise(breaking)....not so much progress thou....

but the never say die spirit is always in mi....
the pride to be on the top is always there....
well i have to work harder on that part i guess.....

Didn't i juz say i broke up??
Actually it was a cool 5 mths back....(was it??)
anyway i have a girl now...on and off....wondering if
she still interested in mi....
hmmm.....long long story.....shall talk about it when i'm in the mood....=)

Hiphop....till u dun stop....
yes....people who dun know me might find mi
abit on the extreme side(tat's wat i tink)....
i'm that sought who wears a bandana when i go out....
and people will juz start looking....Hiphop?? weird???
i dun know...tat's juz mi....

I have a wonderful family....wonderful crew whom i dance with together alot....
but i'm in the army...so yeah....maybe not that much after all....
YES! CREW....name Floor Technique....aka F.T.C.
and i'm proud of it....will tell u more once i get the hang of blogging soon ;)

oh well tat's about it for now....will update soon ya....
hope this blog will be turn out to be a beautiful one....

peace...