sigh....came out today earlier....and thought could break with the crew or juz go on an outing...but every one still sleeping....hmmmm....norbin sick too....take care man....



had some serious thought awhile ago...
guess i soughted out all my issues le....
and time to try make it work correctly now...

girl: sorrie man....it's juz not happening....and i dun wan to hurt u at all....=)

I juz got sun burn.....ass.... in the morning....our battlion celebrated it's anniversary at sentosa....it was fun.....bikina babes dancing dirty for us every where....i was force on stage to break bare footed....showed "Bravo Coy" abit wat breaking really is....not juz jumping around...really nonsense...

We had tug of war between all the companys....and our company got second.....haha....i'm suppose to be the one pulling but dun know la...end up i juz plan who stand where and the one to tell them when pull or to maintain...lol.....super fun & funny la.

Went home feeling so tired but quickly i bath and changed out
to get ready to go to MOS ...And BOY!! i must shout out of the window le...
LAST NITE MOS WAS DOPE.....
BBOYS NITE OUT AT MOS.....
MAD PROPS TO FELIX ONCE AGAIN....
[The man hooking up with everyone to bring up the bboys in singapore.] lol

The music was dope....some funk music....bboys rock it....bust it....killed it.....
wish the whole crew would be done thou....but it's still damm fun....free entry free drinks.....really must thank the main man Felix.....always coming up with something for us....u the man bro...."BIG PROPS TO U FELIX" =D

got back most of my power at the jam le....thanks to liang and zrul...
must not be lazy....must not slacken again...
if not cheng sim ar....hahaha...oh ya....thanks geral charlie and kelvin nasser for chilling together after MOS becuz my keys wallet and phone are with kok....lol....left it in his bag and he left early....haha....never mind la....got it back le....=)

Saw my dad tis morning....made eggs for mi and my mom to eat to...haha...
best la.....Old school breakfast sia...heh....family abit better la....juz dun become like last time again....PLS!! ....or i peng let u all see.....hahaha.....

OLD SCHOOL ROCKS MAN....
OLD SCHOOL IS THE TRUE SCHOOL....

today woke up feeling damm sick....what happen man??

feverish, slight cough, sore throat, feeling damm cold, feeling so numb in the joints, having a strong headache...
got my ass up and drag myself to the polyclinic nearby....but it's fucking close....cb!

came home only to hear my mom and dad talking....guess my mom is back again with her old habit...simply cannot be faithful right?? i'm sick of praying for u mom....when u are not sensible enough....saying tis make me so sad and crying now....
i should have guessed it....when u came home late everytime....when u went on cruise....i knew it lor...it's tat feeling that i hate and that feeling that always make mi disgusted....
Dad is facing a crisis...u bitch....can't u juz wake up ur bloody idea....and be there for him.....if u want out....juz get out of my life....out of our lifes....
"GIRLS WILL BE GIRLS.....NEVER FAITHFUL.....FUCKING BITCHES SHOULD BE TORTURED AND SLAIN LATER ON.....
IF I CHANCE UPON ONE I WUN HESITATE TO SLAP INCLUDING THE ONE WHO CAUSE MY DAD TO BE MISERABLE AND LOST...."
lucky for him....i know he is strong and can make it.....
i dun know how to help him now....nor make him feel better....i feel so at lost myself....and kinda feel it's all my fault....if i have taught my brother well...he wun be so strayed now....if i was at home more often...that bitch would have thought twice....

and u people wonder why i smoke....sigh....i dun know la....
the truth is even if u have a gf...she can never be there for u always....
i'm sick of finding people myself le....
till the point i gave up finding.....and juz do watever makes mi happier....

breaking does....but i can't break 24/7.... so wat am i to do after breaking always??
i really dun know man.....right now....i juz wan to disappear....
really disappear......help mi man....

nothing much happen recently....juz that i got alot of offs from my duty...
pushing myself so hard to get those powermove back....it's progressing slowly....but definately i can tell that there is a difference already...

yesterday got a little misunderstanding with K....causing mi to be pissed off suddenly...dun know why....maybe it's becuz i juz wan to improve so much badly then such a kuku thing happen...but dun really care la....it's all settledand we are all cool....but secretly i was abit happy that it did happen....=X cuz i didn't know that a little anger can actually boost up myself and let me train even more....haha...
but of cuz i wun trade it for another time....=)

the day b4 yesterday....my sergant and all my shift mates went out at nite on bikes....hahaha....damm cool la....sped like super fast.....crazy dicks.....went out to west coast park hang out....climb some spider web thingy.....then went to play some langame[battle field very fun!!!!]hahaha...after that went to eat nearby....haha....super shiok...
think tat kind of thing will only happen once in my NS life man....super duper zai....

today i'm juz resting at home....cuz i played a crazy game with liang yesterday at esplanade causing my whole body to ache now....liang is tired too....hahaha......arite chill guys....

still going to break hard....
still going to chiong my power....
still going strong....;)

peace

LAST THING I WAN TO BE CALLED FROM U IS A DUMB ASS....

UNLUCKY DAY....

guess yesterday is one of those lousy days again....first i went out of my house to take a bus...only to see the bus i wanted to take speed off the bus stop....it's was 6pm...my duty was at 8pm,i was early so wat the heck....then suddenly the rain juz splash down from no where...when i got to the bus stop,
the next kuku bus took 35 minutes to come.....and another 30 minutes to travel to the air port....
normally it will only take bout twenty minutes....thus i was going to be late for duty....

reaching there...i quickly got ready to be deployed.....kuku la....my mdm pms make mi go back in shave my side burns....wat the hell lor.....it's above half a ear lor.....kuku la....so never mind....i go in only to find my locker door spoilt....wah piang eh.....really nothing to say.....so poor little me ran out and find who else got shaver....but decided wat the heck la....juz boarded the mini van to go to terminal 1....

reaching there....everything started to settle in.....only to see the police man i'm working with is my secondary school mate whom i hate.....lol.....wat else can be worse man.....it's funny la....imagine me and my friends back in the ah bengs days beat this kuku up....now he is a cop....and working on the same shift as me....lol....bo bian la....juz suck thumb.....
hmmm....but then again he juz kinda pretend like we didn't know each other....well good for him....he really do not wan to remember what happen back then....[trust mi] lol......

he was as irritating as ever.....coming in to our room pretending to be some big shot like he was back in the days at school....freaking funny la....last time me....i will get very irritated....but today....i dun know why he juz freaks mi out.....lol.....
anyway shift ended at 8 am today and we went back to the police station only to get an attitude from my mdm....pms la....comfirm......We all quickly changed up and got ready to book out.....my sergant called us into the van and move off to terminal 2....kukujiao la.....wrong move lor....edmund called me on the phone only to hear mdm screaming at me....u all move off for wat.....no vehical commander u know.....then i sian.....i told the driver to stop and turn back.....but sergant say never mind la....juz stop outside the door there....then all those humji ones got down and ran for their lifes....quickly flagging down all the cabs they can see....including my sergant lor....what the hell....never mind....i juz told the driver to drive back with mi and desmond left in the van.....
once back at the station i could see some black aura coming from the side of the building lor.....
kuku mdm step out from the same side and stormed her way to the van....
the next thing i know, mdm continued her loud shouting here and there.... come on lor....like it's my fault that i know there must be a vehicle commander....=X
she juz continued her "!@#$!@#$%^%^"
lol....nothing to say....

we did finally reach terminal 2...took like forever la....
but never mind....got out still smiled at my mdm and said bye....
kuku la....i could she see grinning....lol....i know u too well la...
u miss screaming at mi right....hahahaha

following then, i top up my card and left for home....
crazy day for me....but surprisingly i'm juz glad i never got moody at all....
if i am to blow up like last time....boy am i in for deep shit....=D