Sunday, April 16, 2006
Sunday, April 16, 2006
today woke up feeling damm sick....what happen man??
feverish, slight cough, sore throat, feeling damm cold, feeling so numb in the joints, having a strong headache...
got my ass up and drag myself to the polyclinic nearby....but it's fucking close....cb!
came home only to hear my mom and dad talking....guess my mom is back again with her old habit...simply cannot be faithful right?? i'm sick of praying for u mom....when u are not sensible enough....saying tis make me so sad and crying now....
i should have guessed it....when u came home late everytime....when u went on cruise....i knew it lor...it's tat feeling that i hate and that feeling that always make mi disgusted....
Dad is facing a crisis...u bitch....can't u juz wake up ur bloody idea....and be there for him.....if u want out....juz get out of my life....out of our lifes....
"GIRLS WILL BE GIRLS.....NEVER FAITHFUL.....FUCKING BITCHES SHOULD BE TORTURED AND SLAIN LATER ON.....
IF I CHANCE UPON ONE I WUN HESITATE TO SLAP INCLUDING THE ONE WHO CAUSE MY DAD TO BE MISERABLE AND LOST...."
lucky for him....i know he is strong and can make it.....
i dun know how to help him now....nor make him feel better....i feel so at lost myself....and kinda feel it's all my fault....if i have taught my brother well...he wun be so strayed now....if i was at home more often...that bitch would have thought twice....
and u people wonder why i smoke....sigh....i dun know la....
the truth is even if u have a gf...she can never be there for u always....
i'm sick of finding people myself le....
till the point i gave up finding.....and juz do watever makes mi happier....
breaking does....but i can't break 24/7.... so wat am i to do after breaking always??
i really dun know man.....right now....i juz wan to disappear....
really disappear......help mi man....
feverish, slight cough, sore throat, feeling damm cold, feeling so numb in the joints, having a strong headache...
got my ass up and drag myself to the polyclinic nearby....but it's fucking close....cb!
came home only to hear my mom and dad talking....guess my mom is back again with her old habit...simply cannot be faithful right?? i'm sick of praying for u mom....when u are not sensible enough....saying tis make me so sad and crying now....
i should have guessed it....when u came home late everytime....when u went on cruise....i knew it lor...it's tat feeling that i hate and that feeling that always make mi disgusted....
Dad is facing a crisis...u bitch....can't u juz wake up ur bloody idea....and be there for him.....if u want out....juz get out of my life....out of our lifes....
"GIRLS WILL BE GIRLS.....NEVER FAITHFUL.....FUCKING BITCHES SHOULD BE TORTURED AND SLAIN LATER ON.....
IF I CHANCE UPON ONE I WUN HESITATE TO SLAP INCLUDING THE ONE WHO CAUSE MY DAD TO BE MISERABLE AND LOST...."
lucky for him....i know he is strong and can make it.....
i dun know how to help him now....nor make him feel better....i feel so at lost myself....and kinda feel it's all my fault....if i have taught my brother well...he wun be so strayed now....if i was at home more often...that bitch would have thought twice....
and u people wonder why i smoke....sigh....i dun know la....
the truth is even if u have a gf...she can never be there for u always....
i'm sick of finding people myself le....
till the point i gave up finding.....and juz do watever makes mi happier....
breaking does....but i can't break 24/7.... so wat am i to do after breaking always??
i really dun know man.....right now....i juz wan to disappear....
really disappear......help mi man....
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FTC REPPING IT HARD....
ED HARDY...in the place to be
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juz wan to rock the floor one more time...
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